Accutane Side Effects Depression (Journey)

Hello everyone my name is Riad, I just wanted to share a a recent story with you, because I've been on this drug Accutane as many of you heard it's an acne drug that pretty much you take through a pill and it goes inside your system and it blocks out all the oily pores you have and it dries them out and you get really dry skin,  but that's not the only thing it does, it also can cause depression anxiety really bad things and that's what I wanted to talk to you.  I've been suffering from depression and anxiety for about a year in a month now because I took my accutane in June 8th of 2012 and right now it's January something 2013. I just want to talk to you tell you that I've been going through this, because hopefully I can find something that can help me because I've been trying different antidepressants like prozac and I mean that's the only one I've tried but I just I really need help because I don't feel good at all, everyday I mean like  I could feel better that's what am I say I don't feel like good the same time I don't feel bad.

So this could be worse but it's not and some people tell me like oh you're not depressed or you don't know it you're I know, I don't know what you're talking about, like you're perfectly fine but other were like you're not the same anymore, you're depressed and ever since I've been on that medication people have said like when I was in my third month of the medication, people were talking about like me like 'what's wrong with you? " You're depressed and you like, you're acting funny and I mean yeah it's just it's hard to go through, and like I've been on Accutane for a year I mean I've been like June 8th I've been on Accutane I had to go on six months because they told me that my fifth month that I wasn't doing very well like my acne wasn't going away so they had to put me on another month actually to tell you the truth six months did not help it I got off because I was just tired of it I was like you know what screw you because this isn't helping me and you know I didn't feel depressed at the time but like I just started to take like I still had acne on my face I started to take something called cod liver oil and it completely cleared my skin that was the thing that helped me like completely clear my skin and then around January after I was done like I I stopped the medication at the end of November and then around January I started feeling really really down and depressed and like for two weeks straight I would just go to school and I feel terrible I would wear sweatpants and I just feel so bad and so um it's really hard to kind of like open up but um you know I've just been going through so much and if any of you guys have any like success stories if any of you know anybody that's felt better from accutane you know like it has gone through depression and then felt better I would like to know like if you could leave me a comment please or like leave me a comment on anything that I like missed out on or something please just let me know if there's something wrong like I do need help I'm sorry like I just I can't like I can pretend for so long but I can't I just can't deal with it like for like this long I just can't so um I've been trying to like put myself out there and try to be happy and like you know please everybody but it just doesn't feel good like I feel like when I feel good other people feel good like people can read you're kind of like five and you're feeling and when I feel bad like people can read that and feel it and you know they don't they don't want to be around me on my own so just been all this shit that I've been going through I would really like if you guys just left something down in the comment section tell me your story please tell me your story please tell me like if there's anything that could help me is if there's anything that would possibly help me because I really need it that anyways thanks for everything I guess um right now I'm almost a month on Prozac and I'm feeling I don't feel like I feel happy but I don't feel like I don't know I get whenever I take a big dosage on Prozac I get excited like whenever I start moving my body and like start I guess like dancing like to music music helps me feel better whenever I move to music I get all excited and stuff so but like it still doesn't feel like I don't still don't feel happy you know so like yeah that's just been what I'm going through so he could help me please I need help so bad I really do you need it anyways like I have a lot of social anxiety and I'm very depressed yeah but anyways if you could help me that would be awesome just leave comments down below thank you love you guys.